Book1:TeDream-Maker (第257/711页)

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    "Duringtheyearofseparation，ImyeyesonanothermanbecauseIwaoremainfaithfultoIke,eventhoughheallowedmetohaveaffairs．YouseeIstilllovehim，orIwouldn’tkeephispictureomyheart．Buttrarytomyexpectations，Ikehasgedpletelyduringthisyearofseparationintothegaymanyoujustsaw．Todayheotonlytotellmeofhisdecisionforadivorce,butalsoofhispnsforasexualtransformationintoawoman!Istilllovehim,reallyIdo..."Elinagulpeddownhergssofwinewhichhadhardlybeentouched，asifhopingtodrownhersorrowanddisappoiindrink．Dimitriqui